Too dark you say? Well.. I can read it.. =P I think maybe.. if I made it yellow.. it'd be too bright. I'm thinking about changing layout anyways. I never stick to the same layout.. Hm..

Eh. Heh. Thanks guys for reading my stuff.. =D I guess SOME people are. Hehe. Tiff, Xanga doesnt work for me.. won't let me on.. gives me.. error.. msgs... =/

So. I did do some research. I did try to get into volunteering with the ASPCA.. but I haven't heard from them yet... I love animals ^^ and I tried going to that Chinese Community Center to help with elderly people.. but I don't speak Chinese >< So I tried learning Chinese.. waste of my mom's money.. didn't work out, huh, Kim? Sigh. I really don't know what to do in this case.

As I sit around.. being myself.. people always start to be prejudice ><.. And if you know me, you know what I mean. I'm just me. That's who I am. I don't care what ethnicity I am. I don't care what color hair I've got. I don't care whether I'm tall or short, ugly or pretty, fat or skinney. Why does everyone else? It's sorta annoying. Expecially when it comes to race.. >.< or where I'm from.

I'm from Louisiana.. and I'm asian.. and I live in Alief.. If you know what I mean, then you know what I mean.. Ack, can't people understand that it doesn't matter what ethnicity you are, where you are from, what you wear, or anything..

Man. I had to make this graphic collage thing for Art IV.. >< it was about 9/11.. those pictures make me soo sad. It's like.. why did Bush decide to bomb people.. and then send aid.. doesn't make sense.. Aid isn't going to take away that long period of time.. when people have lost their legs.. their families.. their friends. It really doesn't make sense.. Why would he hurt so many people.. more people died, than when the towers fell.. all after this one dude.. Not helpful. Not smart.. You think I complain too much? >.<

my journal. Nobody every reads my journal. Bah. I have no readers.. I feel all readerless.. oh well.

As the world goes by, I see many things. Loads of things. Whether good or bad, I see them. And it's them that I see. If you get what I mean. Lol.

There are people who have it all made out for them. People with money. People with huge homes. People who don't have to care about money. People who have friends there for them. People who have families. And then there are the people that have no friends.. no family. The people without a home. People without money. People without.. food. Don't you guys ever think about them? Most of you guys out there.. are probably sitting all nice and comfy inside of your homes, not even thinking of other people. Maybe you are, and you think there is nothing you can do.

That's where I am right now. I want to do something. But is there even anything I can do? I don't have enough stuff, and by stuff I mean, money and support, to go anywhere. Is there something I can do, just by sitting here?.. I doubt it. But what? I don't see any opportunities opening. So I guess I just will.. hm.. like.. wait. I can't wait. But even if I can't, I will still have to..

I really should've written more yesterday. I guess.. yeah. I think I shoulda.. lol. But you know what, I think I was rushin off yesterday. Yeah.. I probably was. But the thing is.. I don't remember. I have this horrible memory..

There's this one thing that goes with the knowing too many people deal I've told you guys once. There's the problem with the having more than your own problems deal. There's nothing wrong with that, it's just that, I have so many things to worry about, 89% of that isn't even about me. Eh. An online friend that I consider a really good friend, seems to be feeling sorta.. down. Like three of them too. And Amenah.. she's starting to ignore Hoashan. Makes me wonder if something happened to make them mad at each other.. And then there's the thing with Elizabeth and her boyfriend problem. I feel really sorry for her and I wish I shoulda told her NO when I had the chance. Now she's really been real sad lately.. and to top it off, someone stole her calculator the other day. Cheapos! Get your own stupid calculator. It's not right.. for people to be hurting others. Not right at all. Never...

Man. Remember back when, when all these Puritans were like.. all really really REALLy religious? Well, if they were so strict on the bible. When the slave thing started happening.. what ever happened to "Do unto others, as you would have them do unto you."?? I mean.. jeez. I actually think that's a good thing to go by. I have always thought about things like that. The only bad thing about it is that there are a lot of things I don't mind people doing to me, but some people would.

Blah. I've written too much for a day. I have a 250 word essay to write. If you would like to help me, the topic is.. How can facing a challenge make a person stronger?

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Can you believe? I missed two whole days of posting!! Actually, I had tried posting twice, but it didn't work. The stupid internet froze my computer. I dunno what was wrong. It's working now though. But now I have to go, even though I have lots to say.. ughz0rs.

Omg. I can't believe I missed an entry on my BIRTHDAY!!! Hehe. What a great day, it was! You never really know how many friends you have until you have a birthday.. Lol. It's like, =D hehe. People rememebered even when I didn't tell them and the one's that I DID tell, told me happy birthday. It makes me feel good. Good day. Best day, in a while, too. Life sucks. How many times do I have to keep saying that? All I have to say is that no one has to go on complaining about it, even though everyone knows that I do.

So I have homework. Ugh. Who likes homework? Not me. I think I will beat the crap out of anyone who ever claims to like homework. You know what sucks. My dad won't let me have a career in anything having to do with medicine, lawyers, or art. Did you hear that? "or art" Omg. Art is my thing. It's like the best I am at. I like art. I don't give a care if I don't make that much money... Money is not the thing I'm basing my choice on! If I can live on it, it's fine. But noooo. My dad is all like "It's not a good field to go into." and I'm like "why?" and he's all like "for one thing, it doesn't pay a lot." OMG like who gives a care. What is this with most people and money?!? If I like art, I would want to end up in something that I like. Jeez. Sigh. So what now? They're paying for my college education. What to do.. omg what to do. I have a whole year left though, but I should start thinking now. Sigh.

So I want to play KaiRO but I have to go do my homework. Mrs. Savely is giving us homework everyday because she doesn't like our class. Nope. It's not fair, but yeah, she hates us. So homework.. and it's not like anyone is doing that either, which would probably give us MORE homework. Not fair.. Grrr.

Your personality score is 41

What does this score mean?

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

Hehe! I got my own website.. wewt. Yeah. And I'm going to be putting this on the server instead of blogdrive, but if you really really want, you can access it from here too =D hehe. It's neat. Anyways. The site is orange. I never ever thought I'd be making a website in orange, but I did. Hehe. It's a pretty simple website, becuase I'm too lazy to make a more "complex" one and all. So it's fairly okay heh. I haven't finished all the pages though.. but I am working on the template one right now. Heh. I feel so cool, I'm giving away free templates. :) cool lol.

So I'm hungry again. But there's nothing to eat! Omg. I feel so.. food-less. Heh. I'm tired too. I dunno what to do, you know. Sigh. And anyways. I will write some more later.

Man. Do you guys know how HUNGRY I am? Omg. I could eat the wall again.. lol No one would get this unless they saw my old buddy icon. Anyways. I'm bored. Nothing to do. I WAS playing RO but I don't feel like it now. I think I'm going to finish my site.. yeah I think I'm almost done with the absence of most pages. Hehe.

So I'm thinking of converting this site to look like that but I don't feel like it.. nope.. so what do I do then? I mean.. sigh. Oh well. I have to go. Not have to. I just want to go. Laters.